We often try hard to forget past events, but it's possible to live with the pain of them. Why endure so much suffering and pain just to live? Your life should be your decision, not an unexpected gift given just to suffer through death. Those who desire death will eventually die, but what matters is what you decide for your future, which is solely up to you.
I seek a world beyond death, but I can never call out to it or tell it to me. Or perhaps I must rise above death, not in the fictional story of Jesus Christ, but in my own thoughts. I often contemplate if all this is just an illusion, but only by accepting what I see and know as reality can I truly accept it. I will strip reality bare, accepting what I see and know as true.
Seeking truth is always good, but when you know the truth, you will embrace it. When you know the truth, you will try to cover it up with lies, attempting to hide the truth with fables. Those who believe in lies are the ones who are being fooled, and that's where your dilemma lies. If you triumph there, you will triumph in life too, but once the stories you told become a curse upon yourself, that day you will truly reveal the truth.
